besttimharaever

Ever wonder if anyone reads this anymore... I do.

If you want to get in touch with him it is real easy. He will work out the prices with you, and it will be different for everyone because he works around YOUR finacial situation. I'm poor and I managed to work out a deal with him. If you want to learn TAI-CHI, YOGA, CAPOEIRA, or even just get in touch with your spirutal side give him a call. Jesse Hanson, 858-752-1250. Also, unless he ask you how you found out about him, don't tell him I recommmended you. I don't want to look like i'm doing this for personal gain. I just want to help out a friend.

Yesterday I went over to a place called the Zen-Den. It was totally awesome. My friend, Jesse Hanson, teaches yoga, capoeira, and tai-chi. We practiced on how to stand properly and he gave me a demonstration on what therapy he practices. He did this awesome thing with these crystal bowls that was nothing short of awesome. He had me lay down on the massage table and then I had to close my eyes b4 he started to play them. The session only lasted about five minutes, but when he was done I felt so good. It was as though someone massaged my brained and I just felt energized. It was way awesome and I am for sure going back sometime soon. In the meantime though I am going to work on standing properly, and hopefully getting the body I want to have. ^.^

I had a dream, and this dream was about a certain someone from my past. It got to me.

As I closed the doors to the "Stop" I see my friend drive up with my car to pick me up. As he stepped out of the car I immediately knew that something was wrong. With the tears in his eyes and all the passengers looking worried, I became a little concerned. Apparantly as my friend was leaving his apartment he was attacked by a gang of people. Thankfully, he was able to lock himself in the car and call for help. After talking to the police opperator who told him over the phone that help would arrive shortly and not to fight back he hung up angerly. Then he called his cousin who wasted no time at all to come out and help him. By the time he arrived to help there were already 10-15 black guys surrounding my car banging on it and hitting it with objects. Then one of the stupid gang-bangers showed my friend the gun tucked away in the front of his pants, and told him to get out of the car. My friend, not know what else to do since the police he called took too long to come, shifted the car into gear and started to clear a path. He did clear a path, but when all the villans fled and were no where to be found the police showed up... just in time to surround my friend thinking he was the criminal. Thankfully no one was hurt, but I really wish the bastards that fucked up my car and try to hurt my good friend get there upcomings soon.

P.S. The police can be real prejudice assholes who won't help a good man even though they should.

I have always wanted to _____________.

you have a cute ______.

You make me _________.

You should ____________.

Someday I will become __________.

You + me=_________.

If I saw you now I'd give you __________.

I would build a _______ just for you.

I would get your name tattooed on _________.

If I could sing you any song it would be ___________.

We could _______ under the stars.

My love for you is like that of ____.

Love,
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(P.S.__________.)

I did a lot of partying before my day off. i just spent my day off recovering. Been up since...10:00am yesterday morning, so i'm a little tired. However, it rocked out HARDCORE! I like the new friends i have made.

I broke up with Jessica yesterday because she is no good for me anymore.

I went with Jen yesterday to give her birthday present. It was a Build-A-Bear... Bear. Anyway, it was lots of fun, more than i thought it would be. We picked out the bear, and then watch someone stuff it. It was cool. Then we spent forever looking for clothes for her, but we decieded apon a shirt and some ribbons on her ears. Then we spent even more time trying to figure out a name, but Jen came up with Bootie and I thought that it was a great name. The bear has a certificate of birth and everything.

My baby isn't doing so well, and I really wish I could be there for her right now. *sending good vibes*

Yes kids it's that time of the year. Where men all over the country try and find that present at the last moment. Where everyone who has someone feels good, and those who don't stay home a cry alone. It's a magical time, and I love it. My "Baby" got me the best present yet. It is a self made cd, and some pics of her (if you know what I mean *wink*). J/K they are clean photos.

I can't wait for this month to be over. I'm going insane without having someone to cuddle with or just hang out with and do nothing. Help me!!

Worked yesterday and that was lame b/c it was work.

Went over to James Pugh's house and watched some superman.

Played some hide and seek hardcore... never was "it." There were a lot of friendly faces there and that was awesome to the max. I left early though b/c i was tired.

I didn't do anything over the past week. I had a couple of days off, but did nothing. I'm too poor to do anyting really. I guess life is just boring and really uneventful without her.

So i wanted to sleep in, but i woke up at 830am and i couldn't go back to sleep. So i got up and watched some t.v. for a little while b4 i started to get up and start cleaning some things b4 i went out with jen in the afternoon. I cleaned my car inside and out, cleaned out back, cleaned my closet, organized my dresser and draws, and dusted my whole room. I got done at around 230ish, and so i texted jen to see where she was at but she didn't respond. I hung out with mello, and then took a nap and went over to chris' till i felt tired again and went to bed. Now i am here typing and i have to work today and i don't want to work today because that is lame.

Jessica just went home on sunday and that was sad.

Watched a movie with Jen yesterday night when i got home.

My sister moved to Oregon and that is the first time that we have been seperated in our lives.= LAME!

My dad left me.

Got really drunk on New Years night.

Work all the time.

Got really sick.

I have only thress or four friends.

So I went to a party yesterday and had to pay for it. I left an hour after I got there because i really didn't like most of the people there. Just a bunch of drunks running around being loud and doing stupid shit.

Went to Chris' house after I left and hung out with him and mello and katie. We lounged about... It was lame, but a good time.

So my luck just keeps getting worse. I wa robbed last night. They took my x-box, and about 24dvd's. It was lame. I really dont mind that they took the dvd's but the xbox was probably one of my favorite things.

So my sister is in the hospital. Spent all day there yesterday, and it was really uncomfortable. The doctors say that she more than likely has Lupis, an auto-immune disease. My biological dad is in town because he flew all the way from oregon to see Kelly. Yesterday was the first time in my life that i have seen my dad, mom, and stepdad all in the same room, or for that matter same city. It was weird. I have work and school today, but after that i am going to the hospital to see my sister.